Heart Shaped Sunglasses.

The best part about work is the shopping I can do on my breaks.

I got the job! I've been working since tuesday. I'm so pleased.

I have another pen pal! I'm so thrilled. I think it's extremely important to write letters. I feel like people don't do it as much anymore, and it's sad. I love the feeling of waiting for a letter to come in the mail. I love writing to people, pouring my heart out onto a piece of paper. There really is nothing like it.

I had a job interview today. I think I did well. I also took my facial piercings out, for good. I feel really hopeful about everything.

I've been playing with my hair

Last night I felt awful and today I feel hopeful.

I

am terribly awkward.

I've had so many strange dreams tonight, and it's only 12:43.

One of the dreams entailed an elderly woman auctioning off some of the things she'd knit/made. I won two pairs of underwear and a pretty bird cage-like box. There was another dream that had to do with a private school with lovely uniforms, and another dream had a tiny parade. There were more, but I only remember little details here and there. I love this. I can't wait to fall asleep.

Note to self.

Go back to college.

You can not fill out job applications for the rest of you life. This is soul crushing and you know it. You can do this.

I have a pen pal now, and it's wonderful.

Little Bird

little bird upon my wall
you're so blue and you're so small
you can't fly and you can't sing
little bird, can you do anything?
oh yes you can! you see, you see
you do so much, for me, for me
you don't have to sing, for your song's not unheard
i love you so, little bird.

I should really stop fighting sleep. I should...but I would really rather continue listening to music.

I've restarted this blog so many times. I've deleted all of my entries and promised to "start fresh" and "be merciful." This time, I wont promise anything, but I will start using this again and I will see what happens. So, let's give this another whirl, shall we?